Never Forget

Its official.
You are a Webb.
How does it feel?
From the picture you sure do look happy!
I'm happy for you.
My heart hurts, but thats okay.
It only hurts because it bleeds pure love.
You and your brother are together forever.
Nothing can tear you apart.
Don't let anything come in between you boys.
Ya'll are my everything.

I'm trying not to cry, but I can't help but think about that day in the hospital.
We were packed up and ready to go.
GiGi and Hops had gone downstairs and told me to take you to the nursery so I could shower.
As I held you I couldn't bring myself to move.
I was so scared that someone was going to come and take you away from me.
I was shaking and crying.
Crying so hard I couldn't breathe or see.
I just kept saying...
"No one is going to take you from me, baby.  No one."
I didn't want to lose you.

I still don't want to lose you.
I still want to be around.
I still want to be Mama B.
I still want you to look at me like you did in the hospital; studying my face.
You are part of me.
Nothing can change that.
I can barely go an entire week without coming to see you boys.
And you're so blessed you have a family that will allow that.
Don't ever take them for granted.
They've done so much for all of us.
Thank them everyday.
Always tell them you love them.
Never forget me.
Never forget that you're a gift straight from Heaven.
I love you!